It's (a Little) About the Race Swag and Bling

The parents in our town are notoriously, how shall I put this kindly, opinionated. (Overbearing? Stressed out? Driven?) I usually try to stay out of the fray, but there have been times when I’ve found myself right in the middle of it. Case in point: the 2007 debate over whether my son’s 6-and-under AYSO team should get trophies or should make tie-dyed t-shirts at the end-of-year party to commemorate the soccer season. It was Civil War between the moms. I don’t exaggerate.

The arguments for and against trophies were all over the place, and lasted for weeks. “They didn’t win anything so why would we give them trophies?” “My kid expects a trophy.” “I don’t want to have to dust another trophy.” “It’s not about trophies and winning, it’s the experience of being part of a team.” “They worked hard and deserve trophies.” (In the interest of full disclosure, I was in the pro-trophy camp). At the lowest point of the debate, one parent suggested that the families who want their kids to have trophies should buy them and then in the middle of the tie-dye party sneak their 6 year old soccer players across the street to the grocery store parking lot for a separate award ceremony. (Seriously, I can’t make this stuff up.)

But, it does raise an interesting question. What do you need to do to merit an award? And, turning the mirror on myself for a moment, what about all of those finishers’ medals awarded at the end of a race? Because I really, really like them.

I don’t care how many races I enter, every time I look forward to the race shirts, the swag bags, and most especially the big medals hanging from thick, smooth ribbons waiting for me at the end. These are the carrots that sometimes coax me to the finish. These are the reminders in the weeks that follow of what I’ve accomplished and what I’m training to do next. And, I’ll go there, I’m proud of all of them - every 5k t-shirt, every Half Marathon finisher’s medal. And I know I’m not alone. Go to the finish area after any race and you’ll find a bunch of sweaty, disheveled runners strutting around like peacocks with medals hanging around their necks. Does it mean any less that everyone who simply had the courage to sign up for the race got a t-shirt and everyone who managed to drag herself across the finish line got a medal?

A couple of years ago, my son and I were organizing his bookshelf and re-arranging the trophies that sat on top. I asked him which ones meant the most to him. Without hesitation, he picked out the Little League City Championship trophy and a medal he was given after achieving an A time (I think his only A time standard) in swimming. I asked him why, and this is what he said: “because it wasn’t like the parents just went out and bought them. I had to earn them.”

Exactly.

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The obligatory "about me" ...

I am a California attorney, wife and mother to two teenagers. Thanks to some fierce prodding by my brother and unwavering support from my family, I started to write again (hence, the blog), and to run again (training for the New York City Marathon). After all, if you are going to get in the game, you might as well go all-in. You can find out more about my story here.

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This Is Fifty

When I first started this writing space and was trying on different names for what ultimately became Midlife Run, I struggled. Solidly in my forties, the idea of attaching the word “midlife” to anything seemed like an unwelcome, uncomfortable stretch reserved for the after-fifty set. But I settled into the name, comforted by the knowledge that I was on the “early side” of midlife. Not so any more. Last month we dropped our youngest at college thus marking the beginning of the “empty nester years” and today, as I start to write this, I turn fifty. I am solidly, undeniably, in midlife.

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It's Almost Here: The Empty Nest!

In my memory, I cannot think of a more seismic shift in our marriage than when we had children. The first sign that our world was about to be rocked actually happened when our first bun was still in the oven and we were standing outside of a Denver bar. It wasn’t late, we were with good friends, and good times were being had by all, especially by those (not me) enjoying a night of craft beer and pool. By that point in my pregnancy, my body was changing and bulging, I had given up caffeine, alcohol, and hot baths and traded them for binge-eating apples. My pregnancy and impending motherhood were feeling tangibly real in a way that it wasn’t (yet) for my husband. And that night, with festivities just warming up, I was standing by the car asking my husband not to go in and to come home with me instead because I was exhausted and sick with pregnancy. If you ask him now, he doesn’t remember that night. I do. In his eyes and in his body-language was a man coming to terms with our new and changing reality. As we looked at each other we silently acknowledged that our lives would never be the same. What we want, what we do, how we see the world, and how we prioritize our lives no longer involved just the two of us. There was going to be a third member of our family, and eventually a fourth, and nothing, ever, not even a night out with friends, would be quite so simple any more.

May 20, 2019

Lucky Me (Guest Post by Andrew J. Pridgen)

My excuses for why I’m not going to perform well in a race while I toe the starting line roll up like opening credits in a movie. Written by: Lack of preparation, Directed by: Insecurity, Executive produced by: My shoes don’t feel right, Casting by: I can barely breathe and my ankle already hurts. Starring: Me.

April 3, 2019

Walk Slowly with Me

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January 13, 2019

New Year's Resolution: Do One Thing

I have a shrink-wrapped cork board leaning against the wall to the right of my desk, clearly within view. It’s been standing sentinel in the same spot for months, waiting for me to deal with it and daring me to get on with it already. Its purpose is to be a vision board of sort, a place for me organize my goals, to lay them out in a way that my left-leaning brain can process and check them off, mixed together with other bits designed to spark my still developing right-brain to creativity. I look at that cork board regularly with the same dread that someone with writer’s block stares at a blinking curser on a blank screen.

December 9, 2018

NYC Marathon: Challenge, Growth, and Celebration

When you tell someone – especially a non-runner someone – that you are going to run a marathon, you’re generally met with some version of a respectful “that’s great … good for you.” Contrast, when you tell someone that you are going to run the NYC Marathon, there’s a special, heightened aura that surrounds what surely, inevitably, will be nothing short of an epic race.

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Life’s a Journey ... The Road to NYC Marathon 2018

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September 15, 2018

Creating Space, Building Strength

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June 27, 2018

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff Because There Will Be Plenty of Big Stuff: Reflections on 25 Years of Marriage

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March 29, 2018

That Family Place

When my Dad was young, the annual family pilgrimage took them to Lake Tahoe during the summer, where his family would stay in a small cabin on the north shore, the boys would catch crawdads between the boulders jutting out from the Lake, and skip smooth, flat rocks over the water’s surface. I know these things because when my parents took my brother and me to the same lake shore, and years later after the next generation joined us, my parents would tell the stories. The connection to Lake Tahoe is now four generations deep, and with every new year and new family member or friend who joins us, the memories deepen and years of family stories from this special place transform into epic lore.